Where It All Began
I didn’t get here by following a plan.
I got here by living a life that didn’t make sense and refusing to give up on the idea that it could.
My father died, suddenly, unexpectedly at just 24. I was just nine months old, his only child.
That loss shaped everything.
It gave me a wordless awareness that life could change or end without warning.
It made me live with urgency.
It made me hungry to understand.
And it gave me big questions - about identity, worth, belonging, meaning, purpose … that never left.
Even as a kid, I was watching.
Listening.
Standing at the edges of things.
Observing.
Tracking the emotions in a room, the undercurrents in people, the unsaid things between the words.
Speaking with the invisible.
I always felt different, not in a dramatic way, just … separate.
Like I was seeing something others weren’t, but didn’t yet know how to articulate.
My relationships were always intense.
My inner world was always loud, and busy.
I was endlessly curious - about people, their stories, their choices, the shape of their lives.
And just as curious about myself.
Why was I like this?
Why was my life so different than those around me?
Why couldn’t I seem to live lightly?
School was a slow form of torture from the start, I left early.
Started work at 15, in the hospitality and service industry.
Became a mother at 17, and again at 29, mostly as a full-time single parent.
“Accidentally” discovered I could paint at 32.
Art-ing became an unconscious form of self-therapy, time where my hands created and my inner world came alive.
That’s where my own Interior Journey began, though I didn’t know it then.
A few years later I discovered Mythology, Philosophy and symbolic tools like Numerology and Astrology, all big picture languages that revealed the structure behind what I’d already been living and creating.
They helped me see that life isn’t random, it’s intelligently designed.
Throughout my life I’ve built things, lost things, and started over more than once.
I took the long road, through survival, reinvention, self-education, and a deep, ongoing internal search.
My education came through living, through relationships, through curiosity and doing things before I knew how to do them.
But the through-line was always the same, I was searching for the deeper patterns beneath the surface.
How I’m Designed
My way of seeing is symbolic, instinctual, and pragmatic.
I track patterns and timing.
I hear what’s unsaid.
I can hold complexity and contradiction without rushing to explain it away.
I speak directly - but I’ve learned to do it with care.
I’m emotionally brave and intellectually free.
And I’m not afraid of the hard stuff most people avoid, because I’ve lived through plenty of it myself.
I don’t do surface-level insight.
I don’t tell you what you want to hear.
And I don’t pretend to have it all figured out.
I’m deep in this journey too, and always learning, for me it’s a life-long commitment.
I’ve dedicated the last two decades to exploring, mapping, and guiding others on their journey through the interior landscape.
Because I know that each one of us brings something unique to contribute to life. Having found that for myself, it’s an honour to guide others towards what that is for them.
This work - it’s my craft, my calling, my unique contribution to Us.
My Worldview
Here’s what underpins everything I do.
No fluff. No pretence. Just the solid foundations I stand on.
Life isn’t random.
Even when it looks like a mess, there’s structure, rhythm, and meaning underneath it.
You might not see it yet - that’s okay. That’s the work.
You’re not broken.
You’re in process, being shaped by life.
Never be afraid of making mistakes, they’re the fuel for real growth.
Self-knowledge isn’t optional.
It’s your responsibility, not just for your own sanity, but for the sake of those around you.
You don’t need to be perfect.
You need to be honest.
That’s where everything real begins.
Doing it all alone is a lie.
We’re wired for connection - to each other, the natural world, to something greater.
The “lone wolf” thing isn’t strength, it’s survival mode.
Emotions aren’t a problem to solve, they’re information.
Learn to read them, to listen to them, and they’ll stop hijacking your life.
Real spirituality isn’t about vibes, outfits, or how well you sage your house.
It’s how you live.
How you listen.
How you show up when things get hard.
Your inner world matters.
You can’t build anything solid on the outside if it’s chaos inside.
You carry something only you can bring to this world.
That’s not a burden, it’s a blessing.
And beneath all of it - you belong to something greater.
You always have.
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